I DON’T WANT TO TURN AROUND ANYMORE

I-25 North of Cheyenne, WY A VERY SPECIFIC HOUR I was wrapping up my “morning pages” exercise – credit to Julia Cameron and “The Artist’s Way” on this, and I made a comment in my writing about not knowing what was out over the next horizon… and following up with the statement that I would … Continue reading I DON’T WANT TO TURN AROUND ANYMORE

RELAPSE IN THE DRIVE THRU

I started yesterday with a fairly positive mindset.  It was a Friday and like many of us, I was looking forward to getting to the finish line of the work week and enjoying a weekend with few commitments on the schedule.  I’ve recently revisited a book, “The Artist’s Way” by Julia Cameron, and got my … Continue reading RELAPSE IN THE DRIVE THRU

A POEM FROM PRISON

As the title suggests, this is a poem written from prison.  I’ll share more information on the other side.    “The time that I’ve wasted is my biggest regret Spent in these places I will never forget Just sitting and thinking ‘bout the things that I’ve done The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the … Continue reading A POEM FROM PRISON

QUESTIONING EVERYTHING

“Re-examine all you have been told in school, or church, or in books…” - Walt Whitman The encounter I had this weekend left me pondering some larger questions about life.  I began to think about the term “paradigm shift” as I sat with my wife talking over a beer at a favorite brewpub in Glenwood … Continue reading QUESTIONING EVERYTHING

THE THINGS I’VE LEARNED IN REHAB – Part 3: Oxy, Ice, and …

INTRO TO THIS SERIES If you are just now finding me, there are several previous posts inspired by my rehab process, and I’m including links at the beginning and end to each post for those who find this interesting.  In Part 1, I shared a brief “Intro” to this series, and rather than repeat it … Continue reading THE THINGS I’VE LEARNED IN REHAB – Part 3: Oxy, Ice, and …

DOORWAY TO RECOVERY

(My view of the doorway as I sat in my truck the morning of my surgery) I’ve had two separate experiences over the years that seem to tie together as I consider the concept of "change", and they consistently come back to the forefront of my mind and impact me to this day. I wouldn’t … Continue reading DOORWAY TO RECOVERY

EXTRAORDINARY

I was talking with my writer friend over coffee today and in the course of the conversation, I thought about Michael.  Michael was one of my high school players that I will likely remember for a long time, but for the wrong reasons.  Michael had something every basketball coach wanted but could not teach; he … Continue reading EXTRAORDINARY

TIME RUNS OUT

IN SEARCH OF PERSPECTIVE I’m in the middle of a road trip that takes us to Phoenix for a few days to visit friends and then into SW Utah where we’ll spend some time in Zion and Bryce Canyon National Parks.  I love road trips if for no other reason, because I’m a journey kind-of-guy.  … Continue reading TIME RUNS OUT

WHY WAIT FOR THE BOMB TO GO OFF?

Several years ago, I took a turn down a path that began a process where I started questioning the “truths” of my life.  No topic was safe from this examination process… my childhood… truths about the family I grew up in… religious traditions I’d been a part of for several decades… goals I was chasing… … Continue reading WHY WAIT FOR THE BOMB TO GO OFF?

ACCOUNTABILITY

Before I get too far into this, I want to acknowledge there are always exceptions.  This is not a perfect position to take in all circumstances.  I realize over the years of dealing with people in crisis, the best message I can give them is one where they can see the ability to take back … Continue reading ACCOUNTABILITY